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Holding Jordynn sleeping, hearing birds sing (so beautiful) reminds me of easter, and to ruin this moment I HAVE TO PEE and I can hear brewski puking.

Getting Ready To Move

Brewski is so odd, I wouldn't say he likes Jordynn, he just knew there was water in there, so he got in. He was in there the WHOLE time I was giving Jordy a bath.

When she cries or is upset....Brewski will lick her hands or feet and just look at her like what is wrong. hahaha pretty cute. But most of the time he could care less. But I bet since they are growing together, they are going to be best buds. He should get ready to give back rides, get his ears tugged on and his tale bitten. hahah

Hiring a mover: It ends up being the same cost, and way less stressful to hire someone to come pick up our stuff and move it out to Utah. All we gotta do is pack and get a storage unit for what we aren't taking. Since we won't need Kevin's stuff, then again we might just end up taking it anyways, might be cheaper to just do that, rather than rent a storage unit for a year. May as well!

Moving April or May: Looking for a place to live in Carbon county as of now. Get things moved in end of March beginning of April, But I want to stay with Kev in TN until he leaves. Don't want to miss anytime. He will be getting deployed Mid-April to Mid-May, not sure yet.

Visit to Utah: Will be visiting Utah while Kevin is on leave in March. Not sure what days just yet. But pretty much we will go out there and see family and do our rounds as well as find a house for myself and little Jordynn, and of course Brewski. So we need a fenced in yard and all that. I'm amazed at how much cheaper Utah rent is than Tennessee. Its a couple hundred dollar difference for size of house and yard...all that.
Its going to be hard to try to relax and see all the family. We want to stay at his Mom's for a couple days, as well as his Dad's. Then gotta find a place, and see my fam. But in this case, Kev's family is first. He hasn't been able to get to Utah for over a year now!! And now he is getting deployed. So gotta get the family time in.

Jordynn: Still need to order Jordynn's birth certificate!!! Ah. I keep forgetting about it. At least there's not really a time limit on ordering it. I guess I got her social security card :) thats the most important thing right now.

So we've been thinking, we wish we didn't add the extra 'N' on her name. But it looks cute, just long, too late now, and we're not paying the cost and hassle to change it! haha I'm sure she'll like it anyways. Its different.

Her 4 month checkup is on March 4. Sheesh by that time she'll be about 5 months old. I'm not excited for more shots. Its so sad to see her hurt. Since she weighed a whopping 11 lbs 4 oz on December 17, 2009. I can't even guess what she'll weigh on March 4. Considering that's 3 month difference. I'm gonna take a guess and say she'll be about 14 lbs. Right now I'm thinking she's about 13 something. I took her in to the night clinic a few weeks ago for her cold, I just can't remember what she weighed. If I remember right it was 12 lbs 9 oz. I know it was 12 something. Can't wait to find out her measurements.

I am amazed at how Jordynn is so interested in the TV, she just stares in wonderment. She doesn't like to swing anymore. Kinda weird. she loved it for a few months. Now you put her in it and she's MAD. So I gotta put her in her high chair with toys in hands reach and turn on Cartoons, or even a show I wanna watch. She loves that.

She's still not too keen on belly time, but she's about rolling over. She was almost over yesterday, but her hand stops her. So once she figures out that she needs to do something with that hand, she be good and rolling! She's such a little wiggle worm, its crazy, I swear she never stops moving, talking, complaining, grabbing and BRINGING TO HER MOUTH!! That just amazes me. Just a month ago, she couldn't reach for things. Now she reaches, grabs, and brings to her mouth. She's not pro at grabbing yet, but getting better everyday. Love watching her grow and learn. :) She is my angel.

So why connect my cell to my blog if it isnt going post words correctly?! Ugh

LIFE; getting the best of me

I spend my time being worried about my weight, how I look, how my clothes fit and here I am forgetting about what I have. I'm so caught up in the process of losing weight, spending every waking moment thinking about it. I've realized, there is no miracle, it isn't easy, but I shouldn't spend all my time trying to be thin, beautiful, and only worry about that. Its important to me, but I'm forgetting what I do have and missing out. I might be 15lbs more than I would like, but I have a husband who loves me no matter what, he still tells me I'm beautiful, and he motivates me. I let guilt get to me, every time I eat just one damn cookie, I worry about that for a day or more! Time to have a great life and even out my fitness goals with my family and my joys. Its only been 4 months since I had my WONDERFUL daughter, and I am only 10 lbs away from pre-prego weight. I'd say I'm doing damn good. But I still beat myself up! Here's to me taking a step back and spending more time on meaningful moments, I'm still going to exercise about everyday, but not be so obsessive. Its OK if I miss a day, no need to beat my self up for it. If I don't eat healthy 100% of the time its OK. 1 thing at a time, I will get the body I want, but I'm going to slow down on worrying about it. right now is not the time to stress about weight. I've got other things happening right now.

JORDYNN

Jordynn will be 4 months on the 13th! She's grown and changed so much in the past 4 months! She's over doubled her birth weight.

She already holds her head up, lifts her body with her hands while holding her head up, smiles A LOT, giggles, responds to our voices individually, Moves her head to noise, grabs objects and moves them to her mouth, eats her hands, tries holding her bottle while eating, and already eats a whopping 8 oz every 3-4 hours! thats so crazy, she was only eating a half oz to 1 oz the day she was born. She's come a long way, and its been so much fun. I love when she wakes up from a nap or in the morning and when she sees me come in to pick her up she just smiles so big and starts kicking her legs frantically! She knows her mommy, and I love it!